Friday, October 22, 2004
sad. closing one eye.
haiz. saddening lor. felt so much lik crying. aiya, forget it la. they dunno how we think . dey think going der is stupid. wasting money. MONEY MONEY MONEY. forget it. FORGET IT. jus so sad. u don even noe how much effort i put in. u don noe how much time i put in. e wrose is, u don even noe how much confidence i put in. but in e end, my confidence was shattered. SHATTERED. forget it. u hab ur say, i noe. but u nvr put urself in my shoes lor. i gt no time. i gt vball everyday. left iwf sat and sun. wad do u think i can do? i even used friday to go down look look c c. u think i nth beta to do meh? no lor, i wan my business to b successful. u? don even wan to encourage me. jus kip saying things dat make me felt so despair. wad done canot b undone lor. its oready booked, wad else can i do? NTH. dats it lor. i went dere so tired. stand whole day. walk from here to dere. din eat until 4 plus. from 9 leh! hungry la, tired la! den? come home, no one understands my pain. in sku, ppl think i purposely dowan go inter hse. explain gt use meh? no lor. e guys jus wont listen. dey kip thinkin its on purpose. forget this. i wana cry. but i hold back mu tears. i knew i nid no concern from u. for that wad i will say next will make u think i disrespect u .
seriously, wads e use of LCCW? onli me n hh is doing real work. yes, i m grumbling. yes, i m feeling unfairly treated. u guys giv e money doesnt mean tat u don nid to do e work. WE will onli tok abt e profit. yes, u r e ones forking out e money. but do u care abt the goods? do u wana care? i c no interested put in. all i c is interest on profits. god. im sick man. i dunno how u all felt. u r tired. so m i. i blieve i pt in more effort den u did lor. forget it la.
feeling so lousy, so down. don noe how come lor. y everything happen to me in one day? Y? *tsk tsk tsk* u r gimme a feeling tat u all jus din care. i dunno. i wan time. and i nid it. haiya. say so much, not lik anyone wud b able to understand how i feel. no two person can share e similar feelingSsSs..
seriously, wads e use of LCCW? onli me n hh is doing real work. yes, i m grumbling. yes, i m feeling unfairly treated. u guys giv e money doesnt mean tat u don nid to do e work. WE will onli tok abt e profit. yes, u r e ones forking out e money. but do u care abt the goods? do u wana care? i c no interested put in. all i c is interest on profits. god. im sick man. i dunno how u all felt. u r tired. so m i. i blieve i pt in more effort den u did lor. forget it la.
feeling so lousy, so down. don noe how come lor. y everything happen to me in one day? Y? *tsk tsk tsk* u r gimme a feeling tat u all jus din care. i dunno. i wan time. and i nid it. haiya. say so much, not lik anyone wud b able to understand how i feel. no two person can share e similar feelingSsSs..