Thursday, December 08, 2005
Lord,
i thank you for bringing Jiaxin n Jeanie into my life.
THANK GOD. PRAISE GOD.
:)
today, had another lil fight with my sis.
well, wadeva way i was being rude again?
im so sad lor.
so fearful in this hse.
i scared i jus say smth wrong n might trigger it off.
but, i'll pray that the love Lord gives can dispel all my fear.
:)
den i had trg aft tat.
u see, i was in such a lousy mood tat i was considering of going to trg.
well, i thk, i shud not get affected la, i jus went for it.
den i reached..
I told Jiaxin wad happened last night.
i jus kept crying n crying.
the eyes were like swollen lor.
but i cant help it.
She is so nice!
she offer to pray for me!
we went to e lil corner we sit during recess everytime.
She jus held my hand n jus pray for me!
i jus continue to cry n cry.
NOTE: the persistent prayer, not performance prayer!
aft praying, i felt so much beta.
as if my burden was lifted up, to my Lord.
:) amazing~
we din really had trg lar.
cos VERY LIL ppl came.
so, we went to 7-11 n had our lunch.
we chatted and den went home.
i did a lil on compo, and my mom woke up aft a while.
0.O
eh, i see her waking up i keep praying lor.
u see, i dono how to speak.
den i mustered all my courage..
SCENERIO-
Ma, was i too much?
well, i mean u don have to write right? its not like im not at home or WAD.
SILENCE. (looking ard)
i slowly got up, went back into my room n took e registration form.
Ma, ....
Yes? what's is tat? You nid to buy smth?
No.. this is the camp form.... (looking ard)
(READING)
where is this place? When are u going? how many days??
hmmm, this place is ard Po-tong Pa-seh..
Going on sunday morning..9am..
Wed comin back abt2+...
if u thk im too much or wad.. its OKAY den. :(
(I walked away to hang the clothes)
Considering...
When do u nid to hand in this form??
if im going.. den shud be on sunday morning..
CALLING MY DAD.
THE END.
i dunno the ans.
she has not speak to me yet.
but i sincerely pray that, she can uds me.
PRAY!!
well, i tot she will flare up one leh.
LUCKY she din.
Thank God.
hahahaha.
i'll be reporting again later! :)
i thank you for bringing Jiaxin n Jeanie into my life.
THANK GOD. PRAISE GOD.
:)
today, had another lil fight with my sis.
well, wadeva way i was being rude again?
im so sad lor.
so fearful in this hse.
i scared i jus say smth wrong n might trigger it off.
but, i'll pray that the love Lord gives can dispel all my fear.
:)
den i had trg aft tat.
u see, i was in such a lousy mood tat i was considering of going to trg.
well, i thk, i shud not get affected la, i jus went for it.
den i reached..
I told Jiaxin wad happened last night.
i jus kept crying n crying.
the eyes were like swollen lor.
but i cant help it.
She is so nice!
she offer to pray for me!
we went to e lil corner we sit during recess everytime.
She jus held my hand n jus pray for me!
i jus continue to cry n cry.
NOTE: the persistent prayer, not performance prayer!
aft praying, i felt so much beta.
as if my burden was lifted up, to my Lord.
:) amazing~
we din really had trg lar.
cos VERY LIL ppl came.
so, we went to 7-11 n had our lunch.
we chatted and den went home.
i did a lil on compo, and my mom woke up aft a while.
0.O
eh, i see her waking up i keep praying lor.
u see, i dono how to speak.
den i mustered all my courage..
SCENERIO-
Ma, was i too much?
well, i mean u don have to write right? its not like im not at home or WAD.
SILENCE. (looking ard)
i slowly got up, went back into my room n took e registration form.
Ma, ....
Yes? what's is tat? You nid to buy smth?
No.. this is the camp form.... (looking ard)
(READING)
where is this place? When are u going? how many days??
hmmm, this place is ard Po-tong Pa-seh..
Going on sunday morning..9am..
Wed comin back abt2+...
if u thk im too much or wad.. its OKAY den. :(
(I walked away to hang the clothes)
Considering...
When do u nid to hand in this form??
if im going.. den shud be on sunday morning..
CALLING MY DAD.
THE END.
i dunno the ans.
she has not speak to me yet.
but i sincerely pray that, she can uds me.
PRAY!!
well, i tot she will flare up one leh.
LUCKY she din.
Thank God.
hahahaha.
i'll be reporting again later! :)