Saturday, February 04, 2006
hello.
yes, its saturday.
but it don feel like a saturday to me!
well, i had trg in the morning until noon time or so..
we are going to play against bukit view.
hmm, sometimes i feel that e i train, e more demoralising it gets.
im totally exhausted n jus keep on playing n playing.
den i play lousier n lousier..
:(
sigh sigh sigh.
why, sec3's workload so great?
im really getting out of breath.
hmwk pile like dunno wad.
training trg trg .
i cant even have time to do qt.
sometimes i jus feel tat im so useless.
life is so confusing n contradicting.
haiz, someone pls shake me.
SHAKE ME UP.
i want myself to pray everyday.
i want myself to concentrate during prayer.
i want myself to be able to experience God thru faith.
i want myself to know tat to be able to feel Him is a bonus,
not to feel Him yet have assurance that he is there.
i want to faithful.
:(
i need to stand strong.
i need to practise wad i preached.
i mus do wad i say.
-DON FALL.
yes, its saturday.
but it don feel like a saturday to me!
well, i had trg in the morning until noon time or so..
we are going to play against bukit view.
hmm, sometimes i feel that e i train, e more demoralising it gets.
im totally exhausted n jus keep on playing n playing.
den i play lousier n lousier..
:(
sigh sigh sigh.
why, sec3's workload so great?
im really getting out of breath.
hmwk pile like dunno wad.
training trg trg .
i cant even have time to do qt.
sometimes i jus feel tat im so useless.
life is so confusing n contradicting.
haiz, someone pls shake me.
SHAKE ME UP.
i want myself to pray everyday.
i want myself to concentrate during prayer.
i want myself to be able to experience God thru faith.
i want myself to know tat to be able to feel Him is a bonus,
not to feel Him yet have assurance that he is there.
i want to faithful.
:(
i need to stand strong.
i need to practise wad i preached.
i mus do wad i say.
-DON FALL.