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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
HELLO.
today was a fine day..ms lee told me to join the iBlogger..it din appeal to me until i heard the cash prizes.ok, fine, thou i doubt i will get e top 3 prizes,but, at least that im joinning meant a little chance yea? haven been trg for days.tats bcos most likely we are already out,and that, we still have one more match to go on friday.yes, on the other hand, bboys got into top4, i thk.good for them yea. finally, top4. guess wad, my progress report i din fail my chi!woohoo.but 1st u mus noe that i failed 2 tests, but tcher count oneof them n with 2 other essays.luckily i scored well for e other 2 essays, if not i would have failed. smth strucked me recently.it had been happening, but this time round e impact was greater than b4.i got scolded by my sis again, bcos i was rude.i din y either, y i shouted.out of frustration? no, i thk its annoyance.in any case, i now know tat i shudnt have shouted.great remorse filled me yea.u dunno how i felt for the nx few days.i cried bcos i really feel dui bu qi n tat i still canot change aft so long.its been like, since i dong shi, i've always been rude.n, im always corrected, but nv changed.saddening man.SIGH.i will, i have been trying to be cautious abt my actions,wad i say.. thou it may slipped my mind sometimes, i hoped that i will be constantly reminded. ok, forget abt wad happened.church retreat is coming, 175bucks, KL, 5 days.i doubt i can go. bcos i noe w this kind of attitude, i don deserve going.i noe i will be missing out.but, perhaps this is a lesson that i mus learn.yea. sometimes i really wanna do hmwk. but, LAZINESS simply took over me.oooohh. less than a month, mid yr comes. AAARRRGHH.HOOOOWWW.m i over-worrying? but im not catching up! in physics esp!!oh my God.help. oh its so hard to see, when my eyes are on me. |
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