Tuesday, June 06, 2006
okay, so i finally completed my essay some time ago,
went to school n handed it in.
well, in my mind i already pictured myself bumping into vlee,
but i tot it was sort of ridiculous.
of cos, i shut my mind against that.
but who knows? as i was walking to Mr Sim's pigeon hole,
that farmilia voice came asking
'wad are u doing here? no trg meh?'
wad the crap. its really vlee lor.
both of us couldnt be bothered w each other n i walked away.
oh well, this is the best, no shoutings or wadeva.
i really wondered if i had the power of seeing the future.
wahahaha. crap
KK!! LET ME TALK ABT GDOP!!
ok, since jx was leaving for retreat on mon,
her dad din allow her to go to GDOP, considering that
she'll be returning kinda late. of cos, jx obey lor. ;)
my very 1st time, seeing all the saints raising their hands up to worhip
my Holy God.and of cos, i was prompted to ask victor several questions
which were haunting me time n time again for very long.
finally, that day, i got an answer.
but wad i felt was that, no matter wads the ans,
or no matter wads the answers to any question,
it actually all goes back to PRAYER.
and jus now, i happened to see a song lyrics in joey's blog.
e last line of each section was
'everything to God in prayer'
i really hope that our lives, the saints lives,
by living up to Christ's name, will let the people draw themselves near to Him.
Amen.
another thing~
i openly confessed that im not serving God enough.
im still young, still full of energy,still full of passion
for everything i do..i dont wish to see my life wasting away.
i wan to do something.
i wan to do great things for God. i wan God to use me to do great things.
and of cos, i'll be praying for this, n pls, pray for me.
as i went up to the alter call, a sister came n prayed for me.
i pictured myself in my own school, my class n everything.
i started to ask.. why?
then, it all came to me in a sudden.. wad tl had been suggesting to me.
a mini cell in bpghs.
seriously, i've been pushing this to e back of my head.
i have no strong desire to this, bcos.. i find it difficult.
but now, i see it, as if being confirm.
yes, i told yongbing n siying abt this matter,
both were supportive of this.
come to thk abt it, if this is for the good for us ppl,
then,whats is there to hold me back?
yea, there's nth to hold me back.
n i pray that God will be able to use these few of us,
to bring glory for Ur name, n to expand Ur kingdom.
Amen.
went to school n handed it in.
well, in my mind i already pictured myself bumping into vlee,
but i tot it was sort of ridiculous.
of cos, i shut my mind against that.
but who knows? as i was walking to Mr Sim's pigeon hole,
that farmilia voice came asking
'wad are u doing here? no trg meh?'
wad the crap. its really vlee lor.
both of us couldnt be bothered w each other n i walked away.
oh well, this is the best, no shoutings or wadeva.
i really wondered if i had the power of seeing the future.
wahahaha. crap
KK!! LET ME TALK ABT GDOP!!
ok, since jx was leaving for retreat on mon,
her dad din allow her to go to GDOP, considering that
she'll be returning kinda late. of cos, jx obey lor. ;)
my very 1st time, seeing all the saints raising their hands up to worhip
my Holy God.and of cos, i was prompted to ask victor several questions
which were haunting me time n time again for very long.
finally, that day, i got an answer.
but wad i felt was that, no matter wads the ans,
or no matter wads the answers to any question,
it actually all goes back to PRAYER.
and jus now, i happened to see a song lyrics in joey's blog.
e last line of each section was
'everything to God in prayer'
i really hope that our lives, the saints lives,
by living up to Christ's name, will let the people draw themselves near to Him.
Amen.
another thing~
i openly confessed that im not serving God enough.
im still young, still full of energy,still full of passion
for everything i do..i dont wish to see my life wasting away.
i wan to do something.
i wan to do great things for God. i wan God to use me to do great things.
and of cos, i'll be praying for this, n pls, pray for me.
as i went up to the alter call, a sister came n prayed for me.
i pictured myself in my own school, my class n everything.
i started to ask.. why?
then, it all came to me in a sudden.. wad tl had been suggesting to me.
a mini cell in bpghs.
seriously, i've been pushing this to e back of my head.
i have no strong desire to this, bcos.. i find it difficult.
but now, i see it, as if being confirm.
yes, i told yongbing n siying abt this matter,
both were supportive of this.
come to thk abt it, if this is for the good for us ppl,
then,whats is there to hold me back?
yea, there's nth to hold me back.
n i pray that God will be able to use these few of us,
to bring glory for Ur name, n to expand Ur kingdom.
Amen.