You know, men all such contradicting creatures.
Today is sort of a depressing day for, becos i've prepared for the SS paper since
last week, and i tot i was well prepared. I was.
But i just screwed the whole thing up.
i stare at the reliability Question for good long 15 mins!
Sigh. no time to complete. dun even noe how to start.
I've calculated, if i want at least A2, i need at least 31/44.
Which is like @@ so out of 44, i already lost 7 marks for reliabilty.
that makes it 37. I can only spare 6 marks, which i think is highly impossible.
Oh well, if i really want an A, then I've to study real hard for history.
ZZZZZzzzz. Study again. I've sick and tired of it.
I dunno how to pull through in sec4. I cant believe this. Wad a pain.

But another thing cheered me up.
Had a super easy mock amath test, i scored 93/100.
but then vlee says the real paper is 3times harder,
which I dont thk i can continue to score A. Sigh.
Emath also he set. double maths died. english die. PHY die.
Chem dying. history dying. chinese dying. lit die. cme die die die.
But then i realise that i'm such a contradicting person.

I've prayed hard for my exams, but on the other hand, I thk that a
bad result will motivate me to work harder nx yr. But again.
i feel sad and depressed becos i didnt do well.
Wad an irony. @@
Dont care dont care dont care dont care.
Whatever may come my way, let it be.

I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.

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