TIRED! ACHES! SLEEPYYYY!

Sigh, XXX called me again last night at WEE WEE hours!
He's forever doing this! still can ask me why i slp so early?!
its like 1+am! -.- gimme a bbreak.
and his stupid handphone! aiyah. stop complaining. =x

During the talk last night, he said there're two
newcomers that are voluteering themselves to help out in the events!
:D the passion is burning man!
den i said : "Hope their passion will not burn out when they enter R-Age and serve.."
(they attended YA, but apparently they're 15s)
den he replied : "Ya, both are potential leaders, but usually its very hard for them to survive.."

then i was like.. So, he shared the same feeling as i do..
and he knew exactly that R-Age shud change the culture too.
but he sort of said that alot of leaders tot of that too, but seems like..
its very hard to change..

and one thing that bothered me was when he mentioned..
" INACTIVE " cells.
-.- was rather sad when i heard this and had no choice but to agree.
I hope that R-Agers,will one day become ppl who don go for cell,fellowship,
services for the sake of going. I hope that they will come because
they EAGERLY want to, and not out of compulsion; becos they
enjoy their cell grp meetings, they learn not only the Word,
but also learn abt their cellmates, able to connect with them.
As i begin to thk about all this, and thk that how good it will be if
this dream is realised in my new cell nx yr, i didnt really thk
what are the factors that will oppose me.
im now "Preparing for the best, hope for the worst"
but i SHOULD "Prepare for the worst, hope for the best"

Faces of ppl smiling in a cell grp suddenly came into my mind.
nt faces that i know, but maybe its a joy that i imagined
when a successful cell grp emerges.
There's alot of "it will be good IF.. " and "how i wish"
right now in my head. Pls pray for R-Age, and all the leaders who r burning out.

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