Monday, December 18, 2006
Went for leaders' retreat ytd, but i didnt stay.
hahhaa, didnt dare to ask my mom, so yup.
but God is really good, because He has made my mom SO UNDERSTANDING.
My mouth dropped when she told me
"Nvm la, this time dont go still got Christmas mah.."
It's like, i didnt even expect my mom will allow me to
stay over in G2 for that party? HAHAH!
She's really nice now, and i tried to cook her lunch today.
end up in a mess pls.
HAHA. i havent even start cooking, i alr spill the water by accident.
oppps. in the end, my mom took over.
LOL!
ya, so she cooked and it finished at 4?
it was supposed to be lunch by the way.
It's really by God's grace that my mom actually
becomes so understanding! actually she wanted me to
go the the retreat to enjoy myself, but she was worried
of my safety, its at CHANGI COAST WALK. very far. and
im going alone. thats why my parents were reluctant.
but still, my mom wasnt using any tone that will
upset me, (trying imagining) like
"aiyah, i oso why u need to go so far and play lor. blah blah.."
last time she uses that tone one nor. pissed off everytime.
but now she's so nice that i cant bring myself to make her worry and
go to changi and enjoy fellowship.
that will really be FAKE. how to worship God if i feel so uneasy!
so, i decided to stay home. how sad! but!
if i go then it will be an act of rebellion. right!
sigh, so many hmwk!!!!
God, grant me wisdom to finish them all!
time with God and his ppl are always fantastic.
but i must not place too much attention on them nor church,
if not i will end up neglecting my family.
which is VERY UNHEALTHY.
Pastor Cx told me that im like an acrobat, trying to find my balancing point
between CCA,school work,church,family,friends..etc.
May i find my balancing point. pls pray for me.
i must say that i had a good time fellowshipping,
but there's more to come!
CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS! :DDD
come la come la!
hahhaa, didnt dare to ask my mom, so yup.
but God is really good, because He has made my mom SO UNDERSTANDING.
My mouth dropped when she told me
"Nvm la, this time dont go still got Christmas mah.."
It's like, i didnt even expect my mom will allow me to
stay over in G2 for that party? HAHAH!
She's really nice now, and i tried to cook her lunch today.
end up in a mess pls.
HAHA. i havent even start cooking, i alr spill the water by accident.
oppps. in the end, my mom took over.
LOL!
ya, so she cooked and it finished at 4?
it was supposed to be lunch by the way.
It's really by God's grace that my mom actually
becomes so understanding! actually she wanted me to
go the the retreat to enjoy myself, but she was worried
of my safety, its at CHANGI COAST WALK. very far. and
im going alone. thats why my parents were reluctant.
but still, my mom wasnt using any tone that will
upset me, (trying imagining) like
"aiyah, i oso why u need to go so far and play lor. blah blah.."
last time she uses that tone one nor. pissed off everytime.
but now she's so nice that i cant bring myself to make her worry and
go to changi and enjoy fellowship.
that will really be FAKE. how to worship God if i feel so uneasy!
so, i decided to stay home. how sad! but!
if i go then it will be an act of rebellion. right!
sigh, so many hmwk!!!!
God, grant me wisdom to finish them all!
time with God and his ppl are always fantastic.
but i must not place too much attention on them nor church,
if not i will end up neglecting my family.
which is VERY UNHEALTHY.
Pastor Cx told me that im like an acrobat, trying to find my balancing point
between CCA,school work,church,family,friends..etc.
May i find my balancing point. pls pray for me.
i must say that i had a good time fellowshipping,
but there's more to come!
CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS! :DDD
come la come la!