Tuesday, November 06, 2007
HURRAAAAAAY!
OK THIS IS SO EXCITING COS OLEVELS IS GOING TO END!
AND TMR IS KBOX WITH MY GIRLSSSSSSSS! EHEHHEHEHE.
ok, so here I am, to make a coherent post. before i forget, let me just ask one quesion: have u ever felt that people are expecting too much from you and you just cant take it anymore? well, if u are facing that problem, then ask yourself, if this expection is too much to be asked from you, or is it reasonable ? of cos, maybe your stand of reasonable is not quite the same as the person who expects you, and i really think its up to you to decide. and if u're and that it is really unreasonable expectation, then let me encourage you that in life, not everything is fair, but God is just, and I pray that God's righteousness will one day comfort you in your times of distress. ;)
Or, if you are not facing this problem right now, its okay, just rmb to bounce questions back to yourself, and figure it out before blaming other people, or feeling unfairly treated. Yup, anyway this is just random stuff, and im certainly not facing this okay!
Today had literature paper, which was.. not too bad i guess? but well, i can't say much, i will be glad for a B3, cos I know the A1 i got during prelims its really becos of the hints teachers gave. this time round... maybe not so lucky. 'not so easy anymore' HAHAHHA. and today was fun, i mean, during the half an hour break in canteen, tiffy, huilin,py and i were like throwing all the quotes at each other - which made no sense at all! but it's all so hilarious because that's perhaps the funniest way to study lit. HAHA.
and we saw the bgirls coming to school after match! and they lost to cch. i was like WHAT. and i cant believe i banged the table. i didnt mean it, but the news came as a shock to me seriously. cch?! if you girls lose to jss, phs, nas, sbs, i mean, well these are power house, i cant blame you. but if you're losing to cch, tell me how you are going to move on in the next round? im not trying to discourage, but i really hope that you girls will buck up. even till now i cant believe that we won the west zone champion ( haha!) but it really comes with a lot of hardwork and ... fighting spirit. Fara was asking me how strong jss is , and i couldnt tell of cos, since i 've not seen how they played. but one thing that is common in all the strong and really good teams is that all of them have this undying fighting spirit. they dont give up on themselves, they don't give up on others, they dont give up the hope that they have in winning. never. its undying. and of cos, credits goes to them for their national champs and the 3 runner ups. if you girls really wanna win nationals top 4, come on, your mental power has got to be real strong. dont ask me how to do it, because its a belief - in yourself, in your teammates, in your coach. . .
So tiffy and i went to play vball!!! its super fun! :D and jiankai, hewjing,amos the bb gang joined in and it is SUPER HILARIOUS when amos tried to do the head-pass (?) his specs fell and he squart down, in pain too. HAHAHA. nvm about that, but really, its been a long time, and not too bad, still receive well and the ball sense is still there. (it never goes away .. it never goes away) HAHHAHA, its linkin park's. and i was listening to their album that day, the old one and its really wow, nice. :)
Oh yes, i fell sick! this is no good, because it just.. dont heal! and these entire olevel journey really zhou lai bu yi. im serious. its tough, physically, emotionally,mentally,...most of all, spiritually. its just like when i have doubts, i bounce questions back to myself and i realise, hey, actually, i have got the answers to my doubts! yup. and, I realise alot of things. Faith is not based on answered prayers, because, does ur faith wavers when prayers are not unanswered? ; God desires excellence not perfection ; one should always correct in love . and alot more, because my olvls lasted a good whole 3 weeks? so deprived! HAHA. but most of all, Jeanie if u're this, i suddenly rmb that u said, its 'envision, not expectations' , if you know what i mean. ;)
Dang, a year is coming to an end again. last year i was still working with andrea, jaslyn, darren in the christmass comm, but now, look, time just goes by and.. christmas is here again, in a month's time. wow, thats really fast. but if u ask me if i would like to re-live my life, it will be an absolute firm NO. its too tiring. though there are regrets here and there, but, it is better to live on.
I am so excited. about celebrating post-o's. well, i do deserve it! :D
AND TMR IS KBOX WITH MY GIRLSSSSSSSS! EHEHHEHEHE.
ok, so here I am, to make a coherent post. before i forget, let me just ask one quesion: have u ever felt that people are expecting too much from you and you just cant take it anymore? well, if u are facing that problem, then ask yourself, if this expection is too much to be asked from you, or is it reasonable ? of cos, maybe your stand of reasonable is not quite the same as the person who expects you, and i really think its up to you to decide. and if u're and that it is really unreasonable expectation, then let me encourage you that in life, not everything is fair, but God is just, and I pray that God's righteousness will one day comfort you in your times of distress. ;)
Or, if you are not facing this problem right now, its okay, just rmb to bounce questions back to yourself, and figure it out before blaming other people, or feeling unfairly treated. Yup, anyway this is just random stuff, and im certainly not facing this okay!
Today had literature paper, which was.. not too bad i guess? but well, i can't say much, i will be glad for a B3, cos I know the A1 i got during prelims its really becos of the hints teachers gave. this time round... maybe not so lucky. 'not so easy anymore' HAHAHHA. and today was fun, i mean, during the half an hour break in canteen, tiffy, huilin,py and i were like throwing all the quotes at each other - which made no sense at all! but it's all so hilarious because that's perhaps the funniest way to study lit. HAHA.
and we saw the bgirls coming to school after match! and they lost to cch. i was like WHAT. and i cant believe i banged the table. i didnt mean it, but the news came as a shock to me seriously. cch?! if you girls lose to jss, phs, nas, sbs, i mean, well these are power house, i cant blame you. but if you're losing to cch, tell me how you are going to move on in the next round? im not trying to discourage, but i really hope that you girls will buck up. even till now i cant believe that we won the west zone champion ( haha!) but it really comes with a lot of hardwork and ... fighting spirit. Fara was asking me how strong jss is , and i couldnt tell of cos, since i 've not seen how they played. but one thing that is common in all the strong and really good teams is that all of them have this undying fighting spirit. they dont give up on themselves, they don't give up on others, they dont give up the hope that they have in winning. never. its undying. and of cos, credits goes to them for their national champs and the 3 runner ups. if you girls really wanna win nationals top 4, come on, your mental power has got to be real strong. dont ask me how to do it, because its a belief - in yourself, in your teammates, in your coach. . .
So tiffy and i went to play vball!!! its super fun! :D and jiankai, hewjing,amos the bb gang joined in and it is SUPER HILARIOUS when amos tried to do the head-pass (?) his specs fell and he squart down, in pain too. HAHAHA. nvm about that, but really, its been a long time, and not too bad, still receive well and the ball sense is still there. (it never goes away .. it never goes away) HAHHAHA, its linkin park's. and i was listening to their album that day, the old one and its really wow, nice. :)
Oh yes, i fell sick! this is no good, because it just.. dont heal! and these entire olevel journey really zhou lai bu yi. im serious. its tough, physically, emotionally,mentally,...most of all, spiritually. its just like when i have doubts, i bounce questions back to myself and i realise, hey, actually, i have got the answers to my doubts! yup. and, I realise alot of things. Faith is not based on answered prayers, because, does ur faith wavers when prayers are not unanswered? ; God desires excellence not perfection ; one should always correct in love . and alot more, because my olvls lasted a good whole 3 weeks? so deprived! HAHA. but most of all, Jeanie if u're this, i suddenly rmb that u said, its 'envision, not expectations' , if you know what i mean. ;)
Dang, a year is coming to an end again. last year i was still working with andrea, jaslyn, darren in the christmass comm, but now, look, time just goes by and.. christmas is here again, in a month's time. wow, thats really fast. but if u ask me if i would like to re-live my life, it will be an absolute firm NO. its too tiring. though there are regrets here and there, but, it is better to live on.
I am so excited. about celebrating post-o's. well, i do deserve it! :D
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