Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Im proud to be!
Okay, after chatting with junhao for so long, he just made me feel so proud to have such great team mates. seriously. Sophia is missing from the first photo cos she ran off somewhere. and came screaming den we took the second one. yes hahhaa!
I was just wondering.. if Sophia wasnt our captain, then who will lead the team ? Jun is very grateful ( YES, he is) that he had our batch with him, almost perfect, so independent, so teachable.. ( all these is self-claimed but all would agree right!!! )
As i look at this current teams, i'm not afraid to say that i'm truly disappointed. Does the fault lies with us (our batch ) that u all become like this? Have we made u girls too dependen on us, that u all have no idea what to do now? it's now Nov, its been at least half a yr since our nationals ended. And, how many of you can really say that i've improved significantly over these months?
I'm sad because we have the drive and we didnt do enough to inspire you all to have the drive;
I'm sad because we have done so much to attain so much, but once we left you all cannot move on.
I'm sad because to what that means so much to us, you girls just dont appear to be concern.
I'm sad because when your coach didnt even give up on you, you give up on yourself.
I'm sad because there's so much i can say, but there's nothing i can make you do.
Sigh. I hate to think this way , and i always know that there will be miracles happening in year end and jan when everyone just suddenly know how to play well. but im constantly reminded of the fact that your girls have to beat nanyang and jss and shuqun. DUH, u thk its easy? i seriously doubt so.
and just now as i chatted with junhao, i just feel so sorry for him. SO SORRY to a pt that i felt like crying. its PATHETIC. and you girls should have some humility. as a senior, i m here to tell u to have respect for ur coach. he deserves nothing like this bullshit u all are giving him. nothing.
i feel soooo sorry for him. dang. what do u want him to do ? Z!
this is getting nowhere. i should stop. goodnight.
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