Friday, January 25, 2008
a pleasant surprise, or a daunting fright.
I cant stand it.
My mind has been thinking alot, about people, results, schools, anything and everything. if i tell you that i've got a nightmare which caused me to _____ (okay ask me if u want to know) , then pls pls believe it. im totally not kidding.
Of cos, even though i didnt do good enough, im still happy for Dinah, Peiyi and obviously Yujuan who did sooo well. it is my honour to be their friends really. though i didnt do really badly, but i was just wondering how did things turned out this way. lets not talk about myself first, how about the usual top few in my class?
Zk, jw got double digit. HEY, they are not double digit people okay. im serious. they usually score even better than i do and look what has happened? i wonder if there's something wrong with the markers in cambrigde that was marking our papers. how is it that quite a number of us underperformed? esp chem i must say. im not trying to brag, but for all the times that i have been in bp, i've always scored an A1. and similarly for them. i really ponder...
I'm definitely not the most hardworking person, the T1 T2 people are certainly more brainy and diligent in their work. why is it that i feel so sad for them when they didnt go up on stage? isnt it something they deserved ? why is it that their efforts didnt pay off?
well, of cos, there are people who received pleasant surprise like weijian with 6A1s. ghim also agreed with me that this year is very weird, for those who are supposed to perform super well underperformed.. and thats quite a few.
I truly thank God for whatever that has happened, for the many friends who bothered to ask, to pray, to comfort me. thanks lester for the call, and the fact that u bothered to even pray encouraged me; and mel thanks for taking the initiative to help me check with ur frens abt appealing to nj, and giving me advice on what to do.. ; thanks shawn, for having the faith in me and believing that in what i can do more than i myself did ; thanks girls, i know i looked silly crying even before looking at my results, but we shared the joy and the pain ; thanks dinah, for crying together with me, i appreciate what u've done for me and the msn chat ; thanks Seraphina, though i doubt u will ever read, but like what u've said, my o lvl results doesnt determine my Alvl results, i will strive even harder to do well ; thanks edision, the sms is very precious to me, it made me feel that im impt ; thanks mom and dad and zeh, for being contended with me for my so avg results. and many many others..
and, thank you Lord for bringing me through the entire olvls.. and allowing me to learn such a precious lesson that i believe is for a greater purpose.
And still i will say, Lord blessed be Your name.
My mind has been thinking alot, about people, results, schools, anything and everything. if i tell you that i've got a nightmare which caused me to _____ (okay ask me if u want to know) , then pls pls believe it. im totally not kidding.
Of cos, even though i didnt do good enough, im still happy for Dinah, Peiyi and obviously Yujuan who did sooo well. it is my honour to be their friends really. though i didnt do really badly, but i was just wondering how did things turned out this way. lets not talk about myself first, how about the usual top few in my class?
Zk, jw got double digit. HEY, they are not double digit people okay. im serious. they usually score even better than i do and look what has happened? i wonder if there's something wrong with the markers in cambrigde that was marking our papers. how is it that quite a number of us underperformed? esp chem i must say. im not trying to brag, but for all the times that i have been in bp, i've always scored an A1. and similarly for them. i really ponder...
I'm definitely not the most hardworking person, the T1 T2 people are certainly more brainy and diligent in their work. why is it that i feel so sad for them when they didnt go up on stage? isnt it something they deserved ? why is it that their efforts didnt pay off?
well, of cos, there are people who received pleasant surprise like weijian with 6A1s. ghim also agreed with me that this year is very weird, for those who are supposed to perform super well underperformed.. and thats quite a few.
I truly thank God for whatever that has happened, for the many friends who bothered to ask, to pray, to comfort me. thanks lester for the call, and the fact that u bothered to even pray encouraged me; and mel thanks for taking the initiative to help me check with ur frens abt appealing to nj, and giving me advice on what to do.. ; thanks shawn, for having the faith in me and believing that in what i can do more than i myself did ; thanks girls, i know i looked silly crying even before looking at my results, but we shared the joy and the pain ; thanks dinah, for crying together with me, i appreciate what u've done for me and the msn chat ; thanks Seraphina, though i doubt u will ever read, but like what u've said, my o lvl results doesnt determine my Alvl results, i will strive even harder to do well ; thanks edision, the sms is very precious to me, it made me feel that im impt ; thanks mom and dad and zeh, for being contended with me for my so avg results. and many many others..
and, thank you Lord for bringing me through the entire olvls.. and allowing me to learn such a precious lesson that i believe is for a greater purpose.
And still i will say, Lord blessed be Your name.