if grace is logical, we don't call it grace anymore.

im not feeling too well recently. maybe becos im always preoccupied by stuff and i seem really fine. the truth is, deep down in my heart, i've a desire to quit, to give up. but staying and quitting are just as tough, and i dont really want to quit only becos the going got tough. it made me sound so weak, like ... impossible.

and i always rmb what kenric taught me. perhaps he nvr knew, becos what he said was a passing comment. and i nvr told me how much i gained from him.

"an idle mind is the devil's playground"

you know how easy it is to fill ur mind with the junk of the world, and if i dont fill it with the Word of God, im so polluted, so corrupted. and today's attempt is good, becos it brought back what ps benny ho taught sometime last year, and im truly blessed.

and since God can give second chance, i will shoot my hands up now, to receive the grace and love from my everlasting, unfailing God.

school has been fun with cia and peiyi arnd :D im really enjoying myself as much as possible, before the new term starts and when im going to be so freaking tired. and im meeting noella tmr :D goodie goodie!

now, jiaxin has decided to join vball, and tiffy is alr in vball.. what abt me? i dont quite like the idea of playing vball in acj ( cos its nt v fantastic) and i want to try smth different. i think im joining mad for the nx squash trg. and yet at the same time, i wanna join some niche cca in acj. theaters! but i heard its v v v tough. i have zero background so maybe i wont dare to join anyway. :S let me see ... hahahhaha!

nvm la~ sure have smth to join one nah~ hahahha! and i think acj's uniform is rather.. uncomfortable. as in i perspire very easily. maybe the material is just not so good.

PS : i miss my nj class mates, and even more so, i miss mr marcus yip.

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