Monday, March 24, 2008
love , joy , and happiness.
this entire weekend was especially melancholy for me. perhaps thats a prayer answered, that God shall give me a more compassionate heart.
i suddenly realise i love my mom alot alot. im so scared that one day death will take her away,becos she doesnt have eternal life. if God has saved her, i would celebrate. but today, i look at her, i pray, and have been praying that the Lord will be merciful on her, that He will preserve her life, till the day that she accepts Christ. likewise for my dad. hell is too scary a place for anyone, a beginning more painful than refreshing, where souls burns eternally in the lake of fire.
My God, is mighty to save. i, for one, must be patient.
and goodnews! i finally bought my swimming stuff. and, new pair of shoes! the lady says its suitable for both outdoor and indoor, so hurray ! can use it for PE and squash. hehe! and i insisted on paying for all these with my own money, cos ya, you know, kids nowadays are exhausting parents' funds.. woops. HAHAHAHAH. but i spend all my money on food! so, might as well use it for more meaningful purposes before i finish spending ON FOOD. ;)
and i didnt manage to bring cindy or ai to svc cos both of them had sch work. well, understandable, but i believe they will come to accept Christ one day. i wonder why people can know the love of God, yet doesnt want to accept.. until i chanced upon that verse in 1corainthains. if goes smth like,
to us who are saved we know that it is the power of God that saves,
but to those who think that it is foolishness are those who are perishing.
God is giving me a portion of what He has, ... the ability to see things through His eyes and love.
more of You more of You Lord. i'm glad and i want to cherish. really. ;)
school is not really good? im trying to catch up on my work before things starts piling up. :O and, i secretly like a few of my classmates. esp thaaaaaat nsk. ;) hahahhahaaa. okay, pray that God will grant me strength in this coming week! funnnnnnn-o-rama! :D
i suddenly realise i love my mom alot alot. im so scared that one day death will take her away,becos she doesnt have eternal life. if God has saved her, i would celebrate. but today, i look at her, i pray, and have been praying that the Lord will be merciful on her, that He will preserve her life, till the day that she accepts Christ. likewise for my dad. hell is too scary a place for anyone, a beginning more painful than refreshing, where souls burns eternally in the lake of fire.
My God, is mighty to save. i, for one, must be patient.
and goodnews! i finally bought my swimming stuff. and, new pair of shoes! the lady says its suitable for both outdoor and indoor, so hurray ! can use it for PE and squash. hehe! and i insisted on paying for all these with my own money, cos ya, you know, kids nowadays are exhausting parents' funds.. woops. HAHAHAHAH. but i spend all my money on food! so, might as well use it for more meaningful purposes before i finish spending ON FOOD. ;)
and i didnt manage to bring cindy or ai to svc cos both of them had sch work. well, understandable, but i believe they will come to accept Christ one day. i wonder why people can know the love of God, yet doesnt want to accept.. until i chanced upon that verse in 1corainthains. if goes smth like,
to us who are saved we know that it is the power of God that saves,
but to those who think that it is foolishness are those who are perishing.
God is giving me a portion of what He has, ... the ability to see things through His eyes and love.
more of You more of You Lord. i'm glad and i want to cherish. really. ;)
school is not really good? im trying to catch up on my work before things starts piling up. :O and, i secretly like a few of my classmates. esp thaaaaaat nsk. ;) hahahhahaaa. okay, pray that God will grant me strength in this coming week! funnnnnnn-o-rama! :D