Wednesday, March 12, 2008
melancholy.
im secretly upset with myself becos i didnt start doing work earlier, now i have to be so concerned with completing them on time. i've decided not the do physical perodicity tutorial bcos i think mrs lim will cover the atomic structure one first. HEH.
sigh. phy is SO boring. maths is getting on my nerves. econs .. i lent it to shawn. :( chem is freaking. its either i didnt pay attention during lectures ( very unlikely for CHEM) or that the teacher didnt teach everything. i ask mel fam almost every qn to check for me you know? but yes, a sense of satisfaction... but im so de-motivated to continue. just like the other time, my movtivation died right then when i was stuck at qn3 this time.
i miss noella. :( like really. she is away to LA.
and i miss going shopping.. with jiaxin. (hint*) hahaha! i rmb when i was sec2-sec3 woah both of us were in town almost every week, if not every other week. HAHAHAH, thats cos we hang out in town after church, but things changed over the years..
i miss being in G1, or rather, being a part in G1. i went back for the worship session w a few g2 ppl and.. we feel so segregated. i was in G1, but i miss G1. how ironical. its the morning sunday rush frm EASB to service, the after-svc-lagging-in-lvl-3-hall, the sardined-parked 132 and 111, the noise level created by youths that made us ashamed,wondering if we are Christians or not, the leftside of the svc hall reserved for foolz, the running-arnd-to-find-friends, the sitting-arnd-to-pray-tgt after altar call, the huff-and-puff for climbing up and down the stairs.. etc etc.
and i miss the kityee then. the after svc sure go far east long john thing.
i miss BP! sigh, i dont really want to like my new classmates. :( ok, i must try to love them. i miss 4P2. chalet again puhhhhhlease~ i miss the cck campus too. i miss vball ttm. i miss playing vball with my team, one and only .
i miss bro victor being my cm. life goes on.
i miss sentosa and beach vball. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME I SEE THE SUN SHINING? faint. it has been raining for ages. God, hold the rain.
i miss taking naps. siao. sian. sigh.
i miss being skinny! :((((((((((((((((((((((((( ttm. saw kenneth ytd and he said i put on weight.
i miss being who i used to be, i miss myself inshort. AHAHHAHAHHA. i think im nuts.
i'm so emo. E! M! O! EMO!
sigh. phy is SO boring. maths is getting on my nerves. econs .. i lent it to shawn. :( chem is freaking. its either i didnt pay attention during lectures ( very unlikely for CHEM) or that the teacher didnt teach everything. i ask mel fam almost every qn to check for me you know? but yes, a sense of satisfaction... but im so de-motivated to continue. just like the other time, my movtivation died right then when i was stuck at qn3 this time.
i miss noella. :( like really. she is away to LA.
and i miss going shopping.. with jiaxin. (hint*) hahaha! i rmb when i was sec2-sec3 woah both of us were in town almost every week, if not every other week. HAHAHAH, thats cos we hang out in town after church, but things changed over the years..
i miss being in G1, or rather, being a part in G1. i went back for the worship session w a few g2 ppl and.. we feel so segregated. i was in G1, but i miss G1. how ironical. its the morning sunday rush frm EASB to service, the after-svc-lagging-in-lvl-3-hall, the sardined-parked 132 and 111, the noise level created by youths that made us ashamed,wondering if we are Christians or not, the leftside of the svc hall reserved for foolz, the running-arnd-to-find-friends, the sitting-arnd-to-pray-tgt after altar call, the huff-and-puff for climbing up and down the stairs.. etc etc.
and i miss the kityee then. the after svc sure go far east long john thing.
i miss BP! sigh, i dont really want to like my new classmates. :( ok, i must try to love them. i miss 4P2. chalet again puhhhhhlease~ i miss the cck campus too. i miss vball ttm. i miss playing vball with my team, one and only .
i miss bro victor being my cm. life goes on.
i miss sentosa and beach vball. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME I SEE THE SUN SHINING? faint. it has been raining for ages. God, hold the rain.
i miss taking naps. siao. sian. sigh.
i miss being skinny! :((((((((((((((((((((((((( ttm. saw kenneth ytd and he said i put on weight.
i miss being who i used to be, i miss myself inshort. AHAHHAHAHHA. i think im nuts.
i'm so emo. E! M! O! EMO!