Thursday, January 15, 2009
if life ever has an undo button
what im feeling right now is undescribable.
the closest word = suck.
I wonder why at the tender age (it still is!) of 18, adults expect so much out from us, school expects so much out from us, teachers, friends... and undeniably, myself.
When all the responsiblities come crushing down, the so-called solution would be prayers clasped in two hands. but at sometimes, even I, a normal human being would want to wallow in self-pity, would want to blame anything and everything for the cause of my misery.
Being too rationale, i realise, is not exactly a very good thing. At times such as this my mind would fight hard with my heart to which is the best way to face and handle the situation, to pick myself up from wherever i've allowed myself to stop.
and seriously, i have no idea why today went the way it did.
Yixian will be fine. :) cheers and goodnight.
the closest word = suck.
I wonder why at the tender age (it still is!) of 18, adults expect so much out from us, school expects so much out from us, teachers, friends... and undeniably, myself.
When all the responsiblities come crushing down, the so-called solution would be prayers clasped in two hands. but at sometimes, even I, a normal human being would want to wallow in self-pity, would want to blame anything and everything for the cause of my misery.
Being too rationale, i realise, is not exactly a very good thing. At times such as this my mind would fight hard with my heart to which is the best way to face and handle the situation, to pick myself up from wherever i've allowed myself to stop.
and seriously, i have no idea why today went the way it did.
Yixian will be fine. :) cheers and goodnight.