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Monday, January 19, 2009
SOP
I think everyone has a Standard Operating Procedure that we adhere to daily and today, mine became slightly not so usual anymore.
I misplaced my ezlink card, and i have yet to find it. then as i was talking to Karen and XY on the train back, i realised that just because my ezlink card was gone, i suddenly have so many more choices to make. Am i still going to take the bus ? Am i supp to pay adult fare? Since im already late, should i go to school st away or wait till chapel is over? or, be abit more naughty to skip pe as well? hey wait, so now im approaching sch, should i go by the back gate or front? if the back gate has no guard/ teacher, do i want to climb in? the entire morning was filled with such questions, and no doubt it triggered my inner most thoughts, that eventually question myself: Yixian, are you doing what a person, who loves God and profess to walk in Christ-likeness, would do when it comes to this? it might be minor and i can compromise, i mean, why not!!! ok so i was booked by mdm tham at the back gate. actually, im rather happy. in the sense that i wasnt exactly left with a choice to decide if i should climb in or not and be sneaky and lie to my form teacher? i guess.. its the butterfly effect. and becos i did the right thing, i dont suffer from guilt, and... everything just ends the moment detention ended. Apart from that, im really annoyed at myself. first, i lost a hairclip which i clearly rmbed i put in my uniform pocket. sec, i lost a comb within half an hour after i bought it cos it slipped out of my pocket when i was on the bus. lastly... my ez-link card is lost and there goes my convenience.. ouch. no EASY-LINK, no easy. k i think i should stop wasting time here. what im glad about it that i didnt i chose to see the good instead of my loss today, ;) better, and happier. bye! |
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